Going to the airport to say goodbye to the only person I've felt a drop of emotional liking for in a long time. I've kept it to myself, because there was never a prayer. And it was scarce, and short, and it was probably because of those two things that it didn't get horribly fucked up in the first place.
There isn't going to be anything better than this for me, because in the end I'm alone wolf that others can tolerate for periods of time, but not forever. My main mechanism I once had for garnering any attention has long since dissolved.
So here I am. Alone again.
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